ok feel like blogging today lol

today overslpt lol...supposed to go sch at ard 9 de thn i woke up at 9.30 lol...so rushed to sch once i woke up jus to get my dss result...ok lah...pbl marks shld be ard B+ according to my teacher...thn aft tt went play bball with my frends at kismis...it was fun lah...but i got tired too easily lol...thn when more frends came, we played full court

aft playing til ard 2, we went eat lunch at canteen 2 thn all go seperate ways le lol...went home n slacked til now lol...

finally bother to update my blog lol

anyway onli 2 or 3 more weeks to year 1 final exam...thn aft tt holis le lol...but kinda scared for my exam...esp. FFA...failed retest...so now think if i dun pass FFA for the sem thn i gg le...nxt sem will be like X-level....thn nid rtake FFA again....haiz....maybe i shld stop slacking so much le....thn tml de dss presentation maybe screwed up also since i forgot add in unit 7...argh!!!!

thn nxt sat is val day...tis yr i dunno whether i shld giv present or not...its like i nvr realli buy any val day present since the ones i bought for her for xmas n her bdae still with me =.=....thn heard she got bf le...and val day is on a frigging sat...dunno how contact her also...haiz....

ok havent been posting for quite a while lol

recently kinda busy with some project and stuff like tt...thn sort of making me go crazy...all the workload can drive pple nuts sia lol

knew of some info tt is kinda say...unpleasant to me? but aft noe-ing it, it does not realli have much impact on my mood...bt when i was like trying to rush my work n jus so sudden tot back abt it, it nearly make me wanna cry...its like all the work is pek cek liao...thn i still think of un necessary stuff...its damn depressing....

anyway...jus wanna say sth....be happy always

ok quite long bo post anithing le...so maybe post some stuff today lol

nth much happened last wk..29th morning go do blaw project...morning til duno wat time...thn 30th do blaw project thn at nite training...31st went tch hse for countdown...but went for lan at 1 in the aftnoon

played lan frm 1 to 6...thn went tch hse at ard 7+...mahjonged til 10+...thn play ban lat...thn watch countdown...mahjonged again til 5+..slpt at 6 woke up at 9...went breakfast thn go btp play pool with yj marc weihao tch n zp...thn aft tt me n zp went JE at 3+ to meet michelle...thn slacked ard n go other places in SG til like 11+ thn reach home..friday project at ben's hse....sat project again =.=..thn evening time went celebrate gail's bdae(though kinda belated liao lol)...1am thn reach home...sunday break from all the projects lol...slacked whole day til 11+ thn started some work...but wiki-ed star wars stuff from 8+ to 2+am lol...

thn yst first day of sch...got back ffa results...as expected i failed...thn dss quiz frm the previous time i got 44/50...thn project awhile aft sch...

thn today slpt awhile during maec lecture...lend bk to weilei...thn slack in lib frm 2 to 5...went makan place for early dinner...tt place damn big...as big as any kopitiam in shopping centres...somemore got subway n hungry jack inside...thn went for trainingg... n jus reached home nia lol

ok kinda lazy write more stuff so i leave today post as it is

sometimes i feel like an idiot....i dun hav the guts to ask the girl tt i like out to pass her sth...n now i kip wondering whether she has someone in her heart alrdy...its sometimes driving me mad...now theres onli 3 more days to yr end...n i havent managed to pluck out the courage to ask her out...haha...how idiot can i be man....

sometimes i feel damn fucking fed up with tis family....theres nvr a moment of quietness whenever they are ard...its always mum ranting to her frends or relatives abt the family...abt me n my sis being useless...being inconsiderate to her n crap like tt...abt dad always wasting money...being scammed by colleagues...its damn fucking irritating n annoyin

somemore she always speak to us in such a fucked up tone...to us, to everybody...its damn irrating...n it jus get on the nerve...its total fucked up man....n she kip complaining tis complaining tt....

sometimes i jus feel like leaving tis hse...or wish they would jus stay overseas for as long as they like....since they are like going overseas multiple times every mth....

say shit like bringing us overseas is such a chore..can save money...thn why the fuck u mus force me to go to macau on tis latest trip? i already fucking said i dun wan to go for dozens of times n yet u still force me to go...fucking helll.....so what even if the airfare is damn fucking cheap? if i dun even feel like going theres no point in forcing rite?

n u kip saying i hav attitude prob...thn wats with ur tt fucking attitude? its far worse thn mine...i onli giv thos heck care kinda attitude towards u all...somemore its onli when im moody...u leh? u giv tt fucked up attitude almost 24/7...its onli cos ur our mum tts y we tolerate with tt fucked up attitude....

too bad i jus dun hav the guts to do anthing...

2 things to blog abt....1 is abt my camp n 2 is abt my missing wallet.....

ok...went for my intensive training camp on monday...though its called intensive training, onli the first half of the day is intensive training tgt with some hwa chong J1s n 2 other fencers...2nd half of the day is free time lol

had training frm 9-3 on monday...placed our stuff at the staff apartments opposite of NP...the place is damn nice...but no tv lol...big enuf for 9 pple...thn me n 4 other frends went to cine at 6+ to eat dinner n sing kbox...ate at xin wang hongkong cafe...damn exp..but the portion kinda big lol...sang kbox til 11+...took bus home n slpt cos was 1+ liao n nxt day got training again...

2nd day trained frm 9-1..lunched with the HC peeps thn went to watch 300 with the club pple at LT51 at ard 3....thn headed back to the hostel to dota 3v3 with my frends...listened to our senior abt some tips for our upcoming competition aft dinner...thn dota-ed again lol..til ard 2+

today trained frm 9-1+ again...thn settle some equipment stuff for our competition which is happening over the nxt 3 days...til ard 4+ thn left sch...

thn today i lost my wallet....i threw my wallet to my bag aft i bought some drinks during training...though did not land on my bag, but it landed near it...thn aft training want go buy drink again, my wallet missing...its like damn funny lah...everybody is like fencing each other or looking at pple fencing, thn my wallet disappear...its damn ridiculous...now my ez-link, NP student card, mip tapz card, timezone vip card, POSB atm card,nebo card and etc are all gone...damn fucked up sia...aft nearly losing tis wallet twice alrdy tis yr...now it really went missing...

lol today im behaving so unlike my usual holiday self...bathing n having dinner at timing way early thn wat i usually do haha dunno wats wrong with me......

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